So I know I've been slacking quite a bit.. but today I've dropped everything that I'm doing right now and decided to share my mind.
Do you know that song? Yes.. THAT SONG.. The song when you hear it and your heart stops for just that one second and you feel like you're going through a warp where motion pictures play in your head and then you find your heart literally hurting. The feeling of suffocation and inability to breathe. That's how I just felt.
It's incredible how music can move you in ways that you can't even imagine. It's as if there's an invisible hand that reaches deep within and grasps onto your heart and squeezes the living life out of you.
I suppose it's a good way to check that one can still feel.
Is that what it's meant to feel? Does it mean we are feeble and weak human beings? Doesn't the thought of us being so incredibly weak make us rather want to run into a wall instead of being emotionally manipulated by a song? Do specific songs trigger certain memories?Could we avoid music for the rest of our lives?
It doesn't really make any sense to me right now...I know I can't live without music because the majority of it makes me incredibly happy and it lights up my soul. I know that sounds super corny, but it does.
I just don't understand why some of the most beautiful songs make me so sad that I just want to crawl into a hole.
Words hit us hard, but add melody to it and it hits us even harder.
I guess I'm still pretty lost and confused.
Peace and Love <3
